v o g u e ; unabated

what happens when you realize that you are further from your goal than where you think you are? (a little confusing i know, just try to understand it) normal people would buck up and run as fast as they can to catch up. losers will get all depressed and give up. so, am i a normal person or a loser? i would very much like to be a normal person and emerge victorious at the end, but it's been getting real depressing. disappointments after disappointments. things simply aren't going the way it should be heading. my results are bullshit, human relationship nothing to say, loved ones? sigh... going by the looks of things, i don have to get depressed to be a loser. 'cause i'm already one.

when will you turn around and look at me, and notice the efforts i put in? can you turn your head and see me as who i am, not someone else?

IdIoTiC mE
7:33 PM