yesterday was a day bad enough. today just made it worse.
yesterday:
yes, i failed chemistry while many other passed. depressed me thought maybe i should start doing chemistry tutorial and stop dreaming. and so, i took out my chem notes and homework that we were assigned. as i was doing it, i heard some sound. the sound of insect's wings beating against the wall or floor. thinking that it's just another poor beetle stuck in my house, i ignored it. BUT after some time, i found the sound of wings beating against wall was way too loud for a small beetle. so, curious me turned my head to check out the commotion. WOW. i saw a HUGE cockroach flying around my living room. yes, no doubt. it's a FLYING cockroach. being yeejean, who is extremely afraid of bugs despite her size (i know my character doesn't fit my appearance), stoned on the sofa. after a while of trying to endure the presence of a cockroach in my house, i frantically called my mom to come home quickly. in the mean time, the roach crawled into my room. well, my mom came home about half an hour later and caught the roach after i helped her look for it.
today:
got back math block test. well, i failed again. not surprising but it's still depressing.
i wonder why am i having insomnia now. i just find it so difficult to get to sleep. so unlike me. i used to fall asleep the moment my head hits the pillow, and i'll sleep all the way to morning without waking up at all. now, i'll wake up in the middle of the night. sick of it, makes me so tired in the day. atmosphere at home hasn't been good either. my sis seems to have some problem with my mom or is it the other way round. feel like casting everything aside and have fun outside for a day. but who is willing to go with me?
-feeling negative-
IdIoTiC mE
8:32 PM