v o g u e ; unabated

it's so late already and i'm still not sleeping. too hyper to sleep now. currently chatting with some muggers and helping my mom scan a whole thick stack of things. how can my mom torture me this way?!?! and i cannot decline the task because she can always find 101 ways to make me feel extremely guilty. she should treat me better tomorrow, causes i'm doing her a huge favour=x

mugger is bugging me to update (rhymes?). so i'm updating. but i really have nothing to write about. i'm really updating for the sake of updating. anyway, someone keeps commenting that i'm fat and should stop eating so much, and i'm always scaring myself when i see my reflection apparently because i look too ugly to the extent of scary. totally 'saded' by that comment. (hoping to make u feel guilty)

ah. i think i should stop listening to music. it's making me hyper and can't get to sleep. i wonder if anyone can understand this weird post-.-

*anyway, can any kind souls out there help me with updating of gc? totally lost.

IdIoTiC mE
1:16 AM